Detective of truth

If I could choose a profession today, I would like to become a “Detective of Truth”,  like a Sherlock Homes.
I know there isn’t a college or a University to study this profession. That is the reason  why I had to learn about my own ‘Truths’ going through the “University of Life”, investigating  myself in the first place, putting the magnifying glass on my own life.
Learning about the Truth of who I really am, I need to ask myself a question: “Do I walk my talk?”.
Or do I want to fit in the rules of our Society???

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The Tower

My feelings are adapting
While the old is collapsing
The world I used to know
Is receiving the final blow

For the people who know that much is happening on in our world and in the Universe, they are aware that our world as we have known it for eons is falling apart in front of our eyes. When we follow our media it is all doom and gloom, What they are not telling us is that they are loosing their grip on our lives. Our newsoultets only tells us to focus on the virus while it is a distraction. Our money system is as good as dysfunctional and there is a whole knew system (a Quantum Financial System) waiting for us to become active. (Watch the videos of DrCharlie Ward) We are going back to a gold standard currency where they can no longer manipulate or create ‘funny money’.
While we are in the midst of this transition going from a 3D world to a 5D world it sounds as if it is easy peasy to let go of our old life. But even if we experienced a difficult life with lots of ups and downs, it was a familiar life. Now we are clearing out old emotions, behaviors and though patterns. This sounds awesome but it is not as easy as we would have liked it to be. We have lost friends and family because we gained a total different outlook on our world. While people are waiting to return to ‘normal’ it will never be the same because the energies do no longer support the old system. All issues that are still looming inside of us (many which we thought we have dealt with in our life) are coming to the surface to be cleared out, diving deeper and deeper in our being. Don’t be afraid to look for support on this journey because (at least it is my experience) it can become really tough especially when you know you have to let go but there is a lot of resistance inside of you. The struggle you may experience inside your mind as well as in your physical body can feel as if you are torn apart.
At the moment it seems like we are living in two different worlds. Many people do not understand what is going on behind the scenes. One world is not better than the other, it is because we are experiencing our lives at a different phase. I believe that people that are fully participating in the old world, will have to go through their emotions etc at a later stage as it will be revealed what has been taking place in front of our eyes, while we have been blind for almost all of our lives.

The virus insanity

Our hands are clean
Our faces unseen
In our existence
We keep our distance
We live in our bubble
Not allowed to cuddle

Who decides
How I abide
To live by their rules
Told by the governement and the news
I will not consent
To these life events

It is difficult to describe my feelings in the situation our world is in right now. I feel disbelief, sadness, anger, frustration when I see people walking with these masks on. I feel like I live in a nightmare while I want to wake people up, It is so hard to believe that we are trapped into a world that is so obsessed with fear. Fear for ’this deadly’ virus that will kill us all. I don’t say it doesn’t exist, personally I have been ill for weeks last year, but that doesn’t mean that it is the end of the world. I even don’t know if I was infected by this ‘deadly virus’.
What I even find more terrifying is how governments and the media are in this together. How they control our lives for over a year now. How is it possible to fill in every bit of news around the clock about this ‘virus’. The whole world has stopped turning. There seems to be money in abundance because they keep on saying that everything will be alright while many lives have become ‘infected’ by this virus. People losing their jobs, children that have lost a year at school. Students that can’t go to college or to university. Many people are in distress about their lives and suffering from all kinds of psychological problems. I must admit it effects me too.
Then we are offered just one solution: ’The jab’!!! It will give back our freedom, it will set us free. A ‘vaccination’ that is not even fully tested and is still ‘experimental’ until the beginning of 2023!. It isn’t even een vaccin it is an experimental treatment, and people are buying into it as if it is a very special gift.
Churches are even thanking God for this very special gift.
I believe God gave us our bodies to look after. Not to stuff everything into it. It is as if we don’t need to take care of ourselves, as if we don’t have our own responsibility to look after ourselves, because whatever we do we are saved by the jab!!!
Even doctors seem to have lost their common sense. I believe with this ‘virus thing’ our brain has gone out of the door. Fear has taken over our lives. ’They’ (governments) have decided that we (adults) are not able to see our grandchildren, cuddling is the worst thing we can do. They tell our little children that you don’t want to kill your grandparents so you must keep out of their way. I still believe that the only one that can decide what I am allowed to do in my own home is me!!! Not one PM or doctor can tell me what I can or can not do in my own home. How is it possible that we have come this far that we can’t even trust our neighbours because they could spy on us. THIS is a world war and we don’t even see it!!! How far will we let this escalate? In Spain you can only go to the beach with a mask on and even swim with a mask on. I thought this was a very good joke, but unfortunately it is not!.

I live in the Netherlands and finally we have Veterans, Doctors, Nurses, Teachers etc who stood up to fight for our freedom. They are called the ‘Police for freedom’.
‘We also have a group of over a 1000 Doctors, Medical professionals who have formed a group to stand up for or rights. They are called Artsen Covid Collectief.


In which direction are we moving in life?

We are in uncharted territory not knowing how our lives will develop and who will accompany us on our journey. Maybe we will take a different crew on board of our ship. Maybe some family members will decide to take a different route on a different vessel. Not because their journey is wrong, but because they make different choices. It doesn’t mean that it is easy to see how friends or family members make their own choices, it hurts and it feels like physical pain when you need to let people you truly love, go. I have come to the conclusion that ‘letting go’ of friends/family or old habits, thoughts can be an intense feeling of hurting inside.  Sometimes it literally feels like a knife cutting through your heart.

A new post after a very long time

I just want to write down my thoughts and feelings after being absent for a very long time. Here we are in April 2021. Who would have thought that our journey would take such a long time to take our lives into a new phase. The feelings in my life have gone up and down especially last year, continuing into this now moment. I have a feeling that many of our lives have felt like a rollercoaster ride with their emotions going everywhere. I can assure you, you are definitely not the only one. Some days seem to be ok and I feel calm and confident, but other days, I feel so much unrest inside of me. I just don’t know what to do. Some days, time flies, other days it feels like I am aware of every minute.

In the Netherlands, many are waiting for the call to receive the jab, believing that their life will return to normal. When you look at life from a different point of view it hurts to see how we are being fooled in such a big way, trusting our Government. At times it feels unbearable to look at the lockdowns, the stupid masks and the way we live in fear. We are divided more than ever and I just can’t believe that people don’t see through the lies. Deep inside of me I know to trust the Divine Plan, that doesn’t mean the at times I feel completely lost.

I want to let people know that we are all in this together and to reach out to each other. I know that ‘Live With Losha’ has opened a platform to share our life experiences. I have shared my life story on her platform.
I am not sure how I will continu with my own blog, and if it will be in a different form, but I did feel like writing down what is going on in my life in this moment.


Change in the energies I receive

Change in the air that I breathe…

There is change everywhere, many things are coming out in the open. At the moment I don’t feel like writing poems, or publishing much. Everything needs to settle inside myself and on the outside.
I will just go with the flow and see where I will land!!!

News July 13, 2019


The Obama Ukrainian nightmare seems to be ending, at last

Boris Johnson has already won the UK PM Election with 12 days remaining to vote

UN launches all-out war on free speech

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News July 10, 2019

This is the time we have been waiting for. Epstein being arrested is going to open up ‘a tin of worms’. It may be very hard to digest what will come to the surface. It may take some time, but finally I believe everything will be revealed.
At last we are seeing Justice for all the women (then children) who have been abused!

Bombshell: Alex Acosta reportedly claimed Jeffrey Epstein “belonged to Intelligence”

From lap of luxury to prison cell: Inside Jeffrey Epstein’s new reality

#Q #QAnon 7-8-19… Q posts from today…#3353 –  3378”… “For [God and Country and] HUMANITY! Q+”
Kauilapele’s Blog
For those who really want more on the recent #Q #QAnon #Ep-ein business, here’s a few items (7-9-19)
Kauilapele’s Blog

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News 8 July, 2019

IT BEGINS: Epstein Indicted, Black-Ops Mega-Base Destroyed!
IT BEGINS: Epstein indicted, Black Ops Mega-Base destroyed
(Most exciting news of our entire career!)
David Wilcock
Jeffrey Epstein Documents could expose powerful Politicians, businessmen
How teen runaway Virginia Roberts became one of Jeffrey Epstein’s victims [VIDEO]
How teen runaway Virginia Roberts became one of Jeffrey Epstein’s victims [Video]

Trump was ‘only one’ to help prosecutor in 2009 Epstein case
(I am not surprised, remember:
Trump signs bill amid momentum to crack down on trafficking (11 April 2018)

Benjamin Fulford 7-8-19… “Major victory as all three power Obelisks fall: Washington, London and Rome
Kauilapele’s Blog

Two videos I found fascinating … and an RV/Intelligence alert article, 7-8-19… “The endgame has begun… The restoration of the Republic is now in motion”
Don’t forget to click on the link this page
Kauilapele’s Blog

The British roots of The Deep State: How the Round Table infiltrated America

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The road unseen…

Have faith to take a road unseen

To take a path on which we haven’t been
Not knowing what it will mean
To create a new routine…

It will bring us relieve
And we may receive
Everything we need
Evidence based on the system of our belief

The Federation of Light 7th July
Blossom Goodchild

This is what I would say great news!
Breaking… via Zerohedge & SGTReport 7-6-19…”Jeffrey Epstein arrested…”
Kauilapele’s Blog
Trump predicted problems for Bill Clinton due to his connection with Epstein's orgy island
Trump predicted ‘problems’ for Bill Clinton due to Epstien’s ‘Orgy Island’
Hillary Clinton withdraws from cybersecurity event due to unforeseen circumstance
Hillary Clinton drops out of cybersecurity Event due to ‘Unforeseen cirumstance’

Pedos R Us: Canadian broadcasting Corporation implications and Pentagon Child porn exposed
Starship Earth: The Big Picture

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News of the last few days! (July 6, 2019)


State of emergency declared after 7.1 quake rocks Southern California; Massive aftershocks shake towns

THIS IS REAL NEWS. It should be on the front page of every newspaper!!

Rampant child porn sharing discovered on Pentagon Computers – Hundreds of employees implicated
Collective Evolution

The complete list of alternatives to all Google products
The complete list of alternative to all Google products

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