Detective of Truth

My feelings are adapting
While the old is collapsing
The world I used to know
Is receiving the final blow

For the people who know that much is happening on in our world and in the Universe, they are aware that our world as we have known it for eons is falling apart in front of our eyes. When we follow our media it is all doom and gloom, What they are not telling us is that they are loosing their grip on our lives. Our newsoultets only tells us to focus on the virus while it is a distraction. Our money system is as good as dysfunctional and there is a whole knew system (a Quantum Financial System) waiting for us to become active. (Watch the videos of DrCharlie Ward) We are going back to a gold standard currency where they can no longer manipulate or create ‘funny money’.
While we are in the midst of this transition going from a 3D world to a 5D world it sounds as if it is easy peasy to let go of our old life. But even if we experienced a difficult life with lots of ups and downs, it was a familiar life. Now we are clearing out old emotions, behaviors and though patterns. This sounds awesome but it is not as easy as we would have liked it to be. We have lost friends and family because we gained a total different outlook on our world. While people are waiting to return to ‘normal’ it will never be the same because the energies do no longer support the old system. All issues that are still looming inside of us (many which we thought we have dealt with in our life) are coming to the surface to be cleared out, diving deeper and deeper in our being. Don’t be afraid to look for support on this journey because (at least it is my experience) it can become really tough especially when you know you have to let go but there is a lot of resistance inside of you. The struggle you may experience inside your mind as well as in your physical body can feel as if you are torn apart.
At the moment it seems like we are living in two different worlds. Many people do not understand what is going on behind the scenes. One world is not better than the other, it is because we are experiencing our lives at a different phase. I believe that people that are fully participating in the old world, will have to go through their emotions etc at a later stage as it will be revealed what has been taking place in front of our eyes, while we have been blind for almost all of our lives.

Our hands are clean
Our faces unseen
In our existence
We keep our distance
We live in our bubble
Not allowed to cuddle

But…
Who decides
How I abide
To live by their rules
Told by the governement and the news
I will not consent
To these life events

It is difficult to describe my feelings in the situation our world is in right now. I feel disbelief, sadness, anger, frustration when I see people walking with these masks on. I feel like I live in a nightmare while I want to wake people up, It is so hard to believe that we are trapped into a world that is so obsessed with fear. Fear for ’this deadly’ virus that will kill us all. I don’t say it doesn’t exist, personally I have been ill for weeks last year, but that doesn’t mean that it is the end of the world. I even don’t know if I was infected by this ‘deadly virus’.
What I even find more terrifying is how governments and the media are in this together. How they control our lives for over a year now. How is it possible to fill in every bit of news around the clock about this ‘virus’. The whole world has stopped turning. There seems to be money in abundance because they keep on saying that everything will be alright while many lives have become ‘infected’ by this virus. People losing their jobs, children that have lost a year at school. Students that can’t go to college or to university. Many people are in distress about their lives and suffering from all kinds of psychological problems. I must admit it effects me too.
Then we are offered just one solution: ’The jab’!!! It will give back our freedom, it will set us free. A ‘vaccination’ that is not even fully tested and is still ‘experimental’ until the beginning of 2023!. It isn’t even een vaccin it is an experimental treatment, and people are buying into it as if it is a very special gift.
Churches are even thanking God for this very special gift.
I believe God gave us our bodies to look after. Not to stuff everything into it. It is as if we don’t need to take care of ourselves, as if we don’t have our own responsibility to look after ourselves, because whatever we do we are saved by the jab!!!
Even doctors seem to have lost their common sense. I believe with this ‘virus thing’ our brain has gone out of the door. Fear has taken over our lives. ’They’ (governments) have decided that we (adults) are not able to see our grandchildren, cuddling is the worst thing we can do. They tell our little children that you don’t want to kill your grandparents so you must keep out of their way. I still believe that the only one that can decide what I am allowed to do in my own home is me!!! Not one PM or doctor can tell me what I can or can not do in my own home. How is it possible that we have come this far that we can’t even trust our neighbours because they could spy on us. THIS is a world war and we don’t even see it!!! How far will we let this escalate? In Spain you can only go to the beach with a mask on and even swim with a mask on. I thought this was a very good joke, but unfortunately it is not!.

I live in the Netherlands and finally we have Veterans, Doctors, Nurses, Teachers etc who stood up to fight for our freedom. They are called the ‘Police for freedom’.
‘We also have a group of over a 1000 Doctors, Medical professionals who have formed a group to stand up for or rights. They are called Artsen Covid Collectief.

We are in uncharted territory not knowing how our lives will develop and who will accompany us on our journey. Maybe we will take a different crew on board of our ship. Maybe some family members will decide to take a different route on a different vessel. Not because their journey is wrong, but because they make different choices. It doesn’t mean that it is easy to see how friends or family members make their own choices, it hurts and it feels like physical pain when you need to let people you truly love, go. I have come to the conclusion that ‘letting go’ of friends/family or old habits, thoughts can be an intense feeling of hurting inside.  Sometimes it literally feels like a knife cutting through your heart.

I just want to write down my thoughts and feelings after being absent for a very long time. Here we are in April 2021. Who would have thought that our journey would take such a long time to take our lives into a new phase. The feelings in my life have gone up and down especially last year, continuing into this now moment. I have a feeling that many of our lives have felt like a rollercoaster ride with their emotions going everywhere. I can assure you, you are definitely not the only one. Some days seem to be ok and I feel calm and confident, but other days, I feel so much unrest inside of me. I just don’t know what to do. Some days, time flies, other days it feels like I am aware of every minute.

In the Netherlands, many are waiting for the call to receive the jab, believing that their life will return to normal. When you look at life from a different point of view it hurts to see how we are being fooled in such a big way, trusting our Government. At times it feels unbearable to look at the lockdowns, the stupid masks and the way we live in fear. We are divided more than ever and I just can’t believe that people don’t see through the lies. Deep inside of me I know to trust the Divine Plan, that doesn’t mean the at times I feel completely lost.

I want to let people know that we are all in this together and to reach out to each other. I know that ‘Live With Losha’ has opened a platform to share our life experiences. I have shared my life story on her platform.
I am not sure how I will continu with my own blog, and if it will be in a different form, but I did feel like writing down what is going on in my life in this moment.